Then you go to the place where you've finally found / You can look at yourself sleep the clock around
3:27 p.m. on 11-01-03
I dressed up as an emo kid because of time constraints and a general lack of resources at my house.
I even got to act the part of an emo kid when this dragon pants-wearing boy named Ed who dumped me for an angry mass of negativity showed up.
This happened last spring, for which occasion I made/wore my "LESBIANS HAVE KIDNAPPED MY BOYFRIEND" t-shirt and created my own special blend of controversy around the halls of Liberty High.
Despite my awkward demeanor, I honestly don't think it's me who makes things awkward sometimes.
I think what makes it awkward is the gay porn and condoms.
Which is what Kirsten gave me for my birthday upon Ed's arrival.
It was one of those situations where you just have to step outside yourself and laugh because it's so ridiculously ridiculous.
There were a bunch of Carroll County-esque guys there who got really uncomfortable when we started watching the Rocky Horror Picture Show and kept on leaving to smoke cigarettes and talk about how fast and danger their cars and weenies are.
This one kid was really rubbing me the wrong way.
Okay. If you're not comfortable with your sexuality, that's fine. But it's totally unnecessary to put down gay people in general and say that Tim Curry should be shot for his own personal sexual preference.
Some people like Pepsi. Some people like Coke. Some people like penises. Some people like vaginas. Everyone is happy and genitally stimulated.
And yes, I'm aware that I may have angered some lesbians with my t-shirt wearing antics. But it was only directed at one person. Or... two people. Only one of which is a lesbian. And not really a lesbian. She just likes everybody.
(Which is weird, because I always thought she hated everybody).
I have absolutely no beef with the gay community. My school is a good 60% homosexual. I ventured to a gay bar for my birthday. One time I made out with Lindsay. And damnit, I stuck up for you guys last night!
Anyway. It was really fun being there and sleeping at Kirsten's and eating scrambled eggs again.
It's weird to re-feel the old ordinary things that I never really thought about. Realizing the little things that I miss, like watching the ceiling fan spin around and the feel of my keyboard or the smells of different houses and cars.
I never realized how frickin' huge my t.v. is.
Next up: shopping with my mom and my period.
P.S.:
Which Family Guy character are you?
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